Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Breath a little deeper, walk a little slower.

I want Fall Break.
I want it so bad.
I want to watch the sunrise from my porch, not the front seat of my mom's Prius.
I want to have time to watch The Wizard of Oz.
I want to organize my room. It's driving me insane. O.o
I want to make little raindeer shaped cookies with my family.
I want to paint.
I want to sleep.
I want it to be cold ALL day long-not just the morning.
I want time.
Time to play the piano
and my dad's guitar.
Time to do everything, because I feel like I'm missing out on so much.

I'm tired of being rushed.

On an awesome note//
Our Icelandic friends are coming to see us for Thanksgiving :D yay.

I love you people<3

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Pomegranate lollipop? Do I dare?

I asked God who I was supposed to be.


I'm so tired.

My dad has been complaining about his job a lot lately.
His boss is pretty much a nasty jerk, and he really wants to do something else.
I know him, and he wouldn't complain about anything unless it was something that was really driving him crazy. He isn't getting a lot of sleep and he just hasn't been himself at all. Hes getting agitated easily AND THAT NEVER HAPPENS. SERIOUSLY. Now, all of the sudden he wants to take me out of Art Club and Vocal Arts because he doesn't like getting home late. And I would seriously rather just home school if he did. Getting up at 5 every day and sitting though class isn't worth it to me.
I could do so much more without all that.
I could still see my friends and I would have time to learn to play piano and the guitar, hang out at church, ride my horses, paint, get a job = mini cooper!..maybe I could even get some sleep every once in a while. ;P

~I'm trying to make the best of it