I absolutely adore this song ^.^

“i think that possibly, maybe i’m falling for you

yes theres a chance that i’ve fallen quite hard over you.

i’ve seen the paths that your eyes wander down

i want to come to

i think that possibly, maybe i’m falling for you

no one understands me quite like you do

through all of the shadowy corners of me

i never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop

i love so much

all of the while i never knew

i never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop

i love so much

all of the while i never knew

i think that possibly, maybe i’m falling for you

yes theres a chance that i’ve fallen quite hard over you.

i’ve seen the waters that make your eyes shine

now i’m shining too

because oh because

i’ve fallen quite hard over you

if i didn’t know you, i’d rather not know

if i couldn’t have you, i’d rather be alone

i never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop

i love so much

all of the while i never knew

i never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop

i love so much

all of the while, i never knew

all of the while , all of the while”

-LANDON PIGG

A Long Rant About My Mother.

I swear I would have started yelling if you kept on like that. ( actually, i did )
I hate how you'll sit in the car with dad and discuss my future. It's not yours. It's mine!
I can't even be a part of the conversation. If I say anything, I get yelled at for 'interrupting'.
The more you push things at me and try to force me into doing 'What's Best for Me' the more I completely disregard what you say.
I wish you would just shut-up and listen to me.
Hearing you tell me to do something like I have no choice makes me NOT want to do it, just so I can exercise what little freedom I have.
Maybe I'm a prideful person, but I would do that.
I would throw everything away so I can prove that you can't control me.
Because that's what it is with you.
Control.
That's why you freak out at everything.
That's why your afraid when people walk by the car and you lock the door.
That's why you micro-manage everything and EVERYONE!
You're so afraid of the unknown you can't even function.
And it makes you so high strung that you go mental on people
and beat them with SPOONS!

Besides all this junk, I'm actually ok.
I'm happy with myself, which says alot.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

Goodnight <3

I need to do something productive.

We went to the beach yesterday and it was cold! So we took a walk up the beach and came back and just drove home. "/

I still have a headache. -.-

My parents decided that we can't have candy for Easter because we'll rot our teeth out.
So I asked for an Easter Egg Chicken--> THEY LAY BLUE EGGS :D
But they probably won't get me one. :(

I want to do something with my hair. I don't know what though. What do you think about bangs?...

Disconnected Thoughts

I can always tell who's walking through the house by the sound of their foot falls.
My dad's long, carefully placed strides.
Tanner's skipping walk.
My mom's quick steps, magnified by the sound of her clapping sandals.
Why do we tend to define people by what they do instead of who they are?
I've always been known as the girl who smiles all the time and bakes people cookies and is nice.
But what if I wasn't like that anymore? Who would I be?
Honestly, I don't know who I am.
I've just been doing what I've always done because that's what people expect from me.



I have a headache.

You Only See What I Let You See

God. I'm so glad I finally said something. I've been feeling like crap about the whole thing and it was really getting to me...*Enough Said*

Spring break has been ok. The cool weather was nice but I hate being trapped inside when it's hot D:and now I have super calf muscles from riding my horsie so much. Woo-hoo. I'M GOING TO JOCELYN'S :D

I forgot how it all happened, but I was in the kitchen with my mom and she was like "You need to learn how to control your emotions" <--I must have given her a really weird face or something at this because then she was like "Why are you looking at me like that? You always look like you're hiding something"(I believe I gave her another weird face.)and then--> "Ya, Don't think I havn't got you all figured out"

It was all very weird.

something I wrote:

We try, We try
With all our might
to grasp this concept
Of light

But still we sink under
Daring ourselves to take a breath
Crying Out
but there's nothing left.

Photos:

boredom. AAAHHHH.

I don't know what's up with me. I'm just kind of floating in and out of my mind.
Being alone at home does that to you. Or at least to me. There are at least 4 other people in this house, but right now there could be no life on the planet it's so quiet... All I can hear is the sound of my obnoxiously loud computer.

I read a book called "Second Helpings" and I feel thoroughly slammed in a way that only extremely awesome genius type people can make you feel. WHOO! But anyway, it made me laugh. and I will NEVER again use the word like in the middle of a sentence!

(for the admirers of my little brother) TANNER GOT CONTACTS! But I think he's more adorable with his glasses.

My brother sprayed AXE everywhere and it STINKS! Not really. but i feel like I'm losing oxygen to my brain.

I need something else to read, but sadly my family lacks taste in books. Unless of course, I would wish to read "SAVE MONEY NOW" or perhaps "THE TEN ROADS TO RICHES". ehhh.
My mom is crazy about that stuff. By the time I was 8 I mastered the game of CASHFLOW.

Ahwell, at least I'm going to Grace's on Monday :D YAY!

Last night, I was taking a walk when all of the sudden I hear this LOUD GRUNTING NOISE. And I look over at the orange grove next to me and there's these giant black THINGS. AT first, I freaked out because I thought they were coyotes, but then I realized it was a bunch of wild boar(equally vicious but not as scary) and they had all these little black spotted baby piggies.
They didn't seem to notice me, so, I just stood there for a second watching them and it made me wonder how many people never get to see something like this. I might be a "country girl" and have never purchased one thing from the Starbucks menu, but I get to see the world differently. :)

PICTURE OF THE DAY:

Strawberry Fields Forever

Have you ever had the feeling that everything was off?.. like someone changed the orbit a couple degrees and any second now we should be roasting alive, but we're not and everything is ok, more than ok, it's perfect and you have no idea why everything is suddenly falling in place, but even though you're shocked by this, you can't help but be completely content?
ya, that's how i've been feeling lately (as in today) <---CRAZY STUFF.

I've started to drink a lot of water and my hands are always warm now:)

BTW, this is a picture of my dirt cake for Biology :D



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