Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Images Scar my Mind.

I am not afraid to die; But I am afraid of death. I am afraid to loose those I love. I go through my day with hopes and dreams that are a constant shelter. But It seems as though, in only a moment, they can shatter. Honestly, I don't know what I could do without you. I don't know what any of us would do without you. Every time you come home from the doctors, more and more of you is gone. piece by piece. I can't help but see everything in your eyes... You've accepted it. You don't worry for your own life, you worry only for us. You think that if you weren't here anymore, you would be letting us down, but you wouldn't, you couldn't possibly. Through the years you have always been there, you have always pulled us through. I could not have asked for a better father... You know me so well, it seems, But you don't know that every day I say a prayer for you. Every day I ask God to let me keep you a little longer, then maybe, I'll be able to let go. I know now I can't, and I won't.

a quote:
"Those with inner strength, don't worry about what others think; because they thrive on themselves."


Random Comment: My hands were really toasty today, and my hands are NEVER toasty :O! Usually they're in danger of getting frostbite. :/

7 comments:

GraceEstelle said...

that was so sweet.

Kaylee. said...

i wish i could explain my thoughts better.

allywood said...

Well. I've pondered it but I'm not quite sure how to respond to this yet.

Although, it is very beautiful, and deep, and it makes me think about a lot of things.

<33

GraceEstelle said...

oh, and i love that song.
and they are explained well, in my opinion.

Kaylee. said...

:)

i guess i'm not satisfied with words.

JΛMES said...

You quote Anberlin lyrics alot <3

Kaylee. said...

Anberlin is amazing<3333